I'm stressing. My face knows it and, in turn, the world knows it (or they think that I am a woman with major hormonal issues...which may be true as well).
I was told this week that the other LMT that I rent space with will not be resigning our lease. The lease needs to be resigned by May 1st and this puts me in a little bit of a scary position...
Here in Wolfeboro, finding prime real estate at a reasonable rate is VERY lucky and I have found it with this place. We are right on the water, ample parking, ground floor entrance, quiet (mostly) and INEXPENSIVE! I pay less than $300 a month (for my half) with everything included. You can't find that in town at that price!
Between now and the end of April I need to find someone that fits my personality and the extra space. I know who I want, just not sure they want what I want right now (does that make sense). I know someone who would work, just not sure I want them. Argh!
I am ready to separate myself from the people I have been working with, so this is not all bad. I have worked with/under them since I first got out of school. While, mostly, it was incredibly helpful to my career, there are things that I am ready to be rid of.
I know that I can make it on my own without having to use someone else's name to get it. My clients love and respect me and my work. I am confident in my ability to make this happen.
I am trying really hard to have faith...it is really hard to feel so not in control! And like I have mentioned in previous posts, I want what I want when I want it - and now!
Big changes coming my way and I am ready for it - I think :)